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"I look over and you're just dancing with your sub. What's your trick? What makes you so happy all of the time?"
"I just really love Jesus."
"Hey! So do I. I'm going to think about that from now on."
Well done good and faithful servant.
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i love you and you and YOU.
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[ November 12th, 2009 • 5:40pm ] |
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I guess it's not okay to tell your roommate that you think it's stupid to go to a club for your twenty first birthday...but it is.
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[ October 6th, 2009 • 8:39pm ] |
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Child of Christ, BACK IN BUSINESS
"On the last day, when we arrive at the Great Cabin in the Sky, many of us will be bloodied, battered, bruised, and limping. But, by God and by Christ, there will be a light in the window and a "welcome home" sign on the door."
THAT is me and THAT is you. dragged up. beat down. disgusting and ugly, fallen to tastes we hate and drawn to pleasures of falsity. I am no longer letting the hole develop, but rather deteriorate inside me. Resonating once again is the spirit of purity, the return of joy, the beauty of truth, and acknowledgment of the KING! :D:D:D:D::D:D!!!!!!!!!!!
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[ September 1st, 2009 • 9:16pm ] |
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LOVELY-yes YOU!
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[ August 27th, 2009 • 8:57am ] |
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"The LORD will fight for you; you need only to be still."-Exodus 14:14
I just need to sit on my hands and shut up. Stop thinking I can house this stagnant spirit.
Keep in mind you are COVERED and you are LOVED. Never give up hope!
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[ August 12th, 2009 • 5:06pm ] |
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happy is happy, weee!
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[ August 10th, 2009 • 5:33pm ] |
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i have a husband and a bridesmaid, and a turtle in my nose. i lovelovelovelovelove love
PS-got awesome new music today. enter the worship circle: second circle, and waterdeep: everyone is beautiful. nothing is better than blasting Jesus in buffalo. kristina argues the country music is better to blare, but she is blonde. weeeeee:)!!:!):!):)!!!
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[ July 20th, 2009 • 1:05pm ] |
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Life is going really well, thank you Jesus! I'm recognizing, and becoming the child God created me to be. Keep my eyes on YOU.
lovely!
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[ June 30th, 2009 • 10:19pm ] |
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Brockport Orientation was fun! Now count down to GREECE!!! 4 DAYS!
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[ June 26th, 2009 • 8:45pm ] |
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www.iamsecond.com
I am fighting the good fight!
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[ June 16th, 2009 • 11:02pm ] |
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I can't stop listening to this song and thanking God for His awesome affection for me.
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[ June 7th, 2009 • 1:36pm ] |
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When I get to heaven I'm going to mud wrestle God and put his hand in a cup of warm water when he sleeps. does he sleep? does he need sleep? Well, that's what i'm going to do. Live eternity with pranks and dirt, because of the little tests he throws at me. OH sometimes i just need to stop praying and start LAUGHING with you, how ridiculous i can act, and beautiful you've made my life.
So what if I'm not worthy? YOU HAVE MADE ME CLEAN!
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[ May 30th, 2009 • 12:56am ] |
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Rochester for the weekend! I"m psychic! I mean psyched!
OH YEAH: i straightened my hair today, AND brushed it!
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[ May 19th, 2009 • 4:07pm ] |
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I had a reeeally peaceful day yesterday. kiwi+blackberry and coffee for breakfast, river-painting-burrito-eating-friend, and YoungLife leader pizza/bowling was a success!
I feel really good about who and what Jesus is weeding out of me, and planting in me. There isn't anytime to even stop and ask 'How high?' when God says 'Jump.' He just wants to watch you move. Love in action!!
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[ May 14th, 2009 • 10:17pm ] |
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Why do you call me, 'Lord, Lord,' and do not do what I say?
I will show you what he is like who comes to me and hears my words and puts them into practice. He is like a man building a house, who dug down deep and laid the foundation on rock. When a flood came, the torrent struck that house but could not shake it, because it was well built. But the one who hears my words and does not put them into practice is like a man who built a house on the ground without a foundation. The moment the torrent struck that house, it collapsed and its destruction was complete.
-Luke 4:46-49
"Some preach it, some practice it."
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[ May 12th, 2009 • 8:36pm ] |
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Back to London for a day, then it's off to Greece for a week! HALLELUJAH to having an excellent mom that I can spoil like this. She's my best friend, and the loveliest, strongest woman I know.
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[ May 2nd, 2009 • 10:28pm ] |
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To sum up wyldlife tonight, the last one of the year...
LOVE!
so thick, so real, so OH MY LORD you're beautiful. and your children. i can speak in fragments only, you rock. you rock. you rock.
sometimes i want to write in my lj "ask me about this Love!!" but i never do, but hey it's my lj! i do what i want:)! i'm just so excited for Him all of the time. I don't want to scare anyone and i don't want to be overbearing, i just love the Love and I think you are all AWESOME, and i know a lot of you have trouble believing that. but i can give you eat a million and seven reasons why you're cool. but HE can give you eternal answers. how cool. I'm glad it's summer because sun makes everyone happy, and that is excellent.
"My zeal for your house consumes me"
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[ April 27th, 2009 • 10:57pm ] |
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Just want to let you all know how incredibly loved you are. You can't do anything to be loved less, and tomorrow you'll just be even more adored. Live in that love, and know you're entirely beautiful and awesome, as simple as that!
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[ April 16th, 2009 • 1:31am ] |
you're stupid apologies and pathetic poems are not helping me. Late night 'sentimental' IM's are the last thing i want, and if i eat another free cake i'm going to puke. i don't any of you to touch me, and i dont want any of you to talk to me. Stop fleeting to my aid as such disgusting self-righteous act you are using only to make yourself feel good. It's disgusting how little anyone is helping me except the people i turn to. Thank you Bryan, Evan, Ian, Carmen, for just sitting with me when I asked. Thank you for just holding me with the hands of the Savior when I was breaking. Stretching, breaking, lifting, is what i need. 'Sympathy' in the form of some hopeless package, or weak attempt resulting in telling me what I'm feeling and where I am in life is STUPID. YOU are STUPID, and i would like you to STOP. I will never feel the warmth of your forgiving hand, because you are basking in your own glow of what a great citizen you are to comfort me. As if I NEED your crappy comfort. I think you SUCK. Just let me be let me be let me be. How more selfish can the world be, than to take a death and turn it into a self-praising monument? And to think that YOU know it ALL, that YOU know how i feel, and what i need, and actually APOLOGIZE to me that YOU CAN'T HELP ME. Because YOU LET YOURSELF DOWN because I"M NOT CRAWLING IN AGONY AT YOUR FEET? Pitiful. you are all disgusting. Should I ask for your forgiveness because the result of your attempt was not glorifying yourself?
I liked Boston because nobody knew my dad died. No one stared at me, waiting for my usual smile, or anticipating at any moment tears. Nobody felt like they OWED me a cringing pat on the shoulder, or a moment of smile. I was REAL again in Boston. Not on display for the locals to feast off my grief. I was normal. I could walk on the train and not be showered in apologies. Sorry's for WHAT? That my dad gets to hang out with Jesus before I do? That God chose to call his son home at risk of hurting so many others? Evan's family identified with the spirit of death, and comforted and loved me through the common heart of pain, rather than the interest in watching how i break. Sitting with Ian, the personal connection with that of ROY running into G, mixing with BIV. It was comfortable, it was usual, it was simple and souls intertwined. He wasn't observing the way I cried, rather, the art of letting me. this wont make sense to half of you, because you're all brainless selfish morons who focus way too much on the breakable tangible than the palpable angles of the spirit.
Oh and now here's a funny one. THANK YOU, to those who are telling me they are GLAD TO SEE I'M SEEKING COMFORT IN CHRIST. really? because i never knew Christ before. Because now that my dad is dead i'm running to church in search of answers? excuse me? how DARE you judge my faith in the midst of all of this. What do you expect me to say? WOW YOUR ENCOURAGEMENT WILL SURELY HELP ME ON THIS JOURNEY, WOMAN? no, i will say you are disgusting. because i knew my Savior LONG before this happened, and i will know him LONG after. 'neither angels nor demons...' My faith is leaping and racing and i am keeping up THANK YOU VERY MUCH. No one is genuinely concerned for me. You are all genuinely concerned for your own soul, and thinking if you can tap into my brain in these days, then you can seek the answer to your long awaited questions of what it feels like to die, or want to. I think you are all of no help. your rhymes are disgusting, gifts are a waste, and all this stupid money and checks i keep getting can burn.
In all, thank you for seeing MY grief as a relief of YOUR morbid desires.
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[ March 28th, 2009 • 12:29pm ] |
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Let me again express exactly how perfect and lovely the way of the Cross is...
"Transparent to the transcendent."
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[ March 14th, 2009 • 12:45pm ] |
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I LOVE THE YOUNGLIFE GIRLS SO MUCH
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[ March 3rd, 2009 • 4:30pm ] |
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[ October 5th, 2008 • 10:14pm ] |
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Rows and floes of angel hair
And ice cream castles in the air
And feather canyons evrywhere
Ive looked at clouds that way
But now they only block the sun
They rain and snow on evryone
So many things I would have done
But clouds got in my way
Ive looked at clouds from both sides now
From up and down, and still somehow
Its cloud illusions I recall
I really dont know clouds at all
Moons and junes and ferris wheels
The dizzy dancing way you feel
As evry fairy tale comes real
Ive looked at love that way
But now its just another show
You leave em laughing when you go
And if you care, dont let them know
Dont give yourself away
Ive looked at love from both sides now
From give and take, and still somehow
Its loves illusions I recall
I really dont know love at all
Tears and fears and feeling proud
To say I love you right out loud
Dreams and schemes and circus crowds
Ive looked at life that way
But now old friends are acting strange
They shake their heads, they say Ive changed
Well somethings lost, but somethings gained
In living evry day
Ive looked at life from both sides now
From win and lose and still somehow
Its lifes illusions I recall
I really dont know life at all
Ive looked at life from both sides now
From up and down, and still somehow
Its lifes illusions I recall
I really dont know life at all
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